Feelings after 1 day of exercising and Thoughts about Myself

Hi buns,

It is actually not as simple as it seems. After a long break, it is kind of hard to adapt back. Also, after the heat terapy session, my body seems to be more tired.

And after doing it yesterday (Thursday), imy body is feeling a little sore now. Oh well. Just endure it.

Sometimes i wonder to myself. What do people think of me? I feel that i am getting further away. I do not know why. Is it me? It is lack of understanding? Or is it my character puts people off?

Well, whatever the case, i must make an effort to change myself. I feel that i am not as likeable as last time. Gosh. If there are any issues about my thinking, actions, thoughts, etc do let me know. Voice it out to me.

Hmm. Maybe i am still very stubborn? I feel so too. Hee Hee. Bear with me. I am like that. Hard to change i know. But i will still make the effort.

I must apologise for being a little demanding at times. Okay. Maybe more demanding and unreasonable at times. I sincerely apologise. Do forgive me. It is my blind spot.

Am i really spending money freely? I really do not know. Perhaps in some area. But where? Food? Maybe. I do like to eat something nicer and special once in a while. But i do not mind eating normally.

The greatest joy of going out with friends for me is spending that time together. Be it slacking, eating dinner, playing lan or pool, etc. I mean the activity is not the main factor. I feel the interaction is more important. So do express what you like to do. I am fine with it. Do not worry about me being unhappy. Nah. I will change. I can accept it.

So if it is just meeting for a normal meal and slacking after that, i am fine with it. Need not always eat special food (which is usually more expensive), or slack at cafes such as Starbucks or Coffee Bean. Even the normal fast food areas where there are areas to sit and chat are also good places to slack.

I am just making a suggestion as the drinks there are cheaper. Or perhaps like the Cafe where drinks prices are from $2.20 onwards.

So feel free to express your viewpoints to me. If there are any areas whereby cost is a factor do let me know. I am also a normal civillian. Cost or Money Expenditure also is important to me. I also have my budget constraints. Hee Hee. Serious.

That is all for now. Bye. Take Care.

Yours Sincerely,
Doraemon