I feel that no one understands me. What to do? Any advice?

Hi buns,

I really feel that sometimes no one understand me at all. I only want to exercise all day long but my parents are wondering why i did not go out work.

Also. they feel that i eat too much, buy too many stuff from NTUC, spending too much money without earning it 1st.

Since when did i eat too much? The stuff i buy from NTUC are mainly for the family such as bread, chocolate, some vegetables. Of course there are personal items such as Yogurt, Skimmed Milk and so on. But mainly for the family.

But no one appreciates. Oh well. Kinda of hating it. So decided not to buy anymore. not my problem if there is not enough food. They should go buy.

Hmm. All i just want to do is to exercise, lose weight and become fitter. But all these takes time and so i never go find any job but rather exercise all day long.

I feel the lack of support even from my own family. Guess i only have myself then. Or maybe Honey Pao and Mango Pao can help me. I am all on my own. No one to help me. I always wish that i can have a exercise partner to accompany me. But nevermind, i can also do it alone.

Sometimes when i feel like going out, it is me alone. Because no one to go out with. It may seem strange but I am those type that do not like to stay at home. With the renovation going on above me and the need to go Gym in the morning, i tend to sleep earlier and wake up earlier nowadays. A good habit i feel.

Oh well, how i wish someone to motivate me or accompany me to exercise or go out at times. But it is okay. I can always do it alone. I appreciate if someone takes the effort to go out with me. Thanks.

Just argued with my brother just now. He kept on scolding me. I just cannot take it. Thus i flare up and started throwing things such as calender, his pillow and bolster, his books, etc. I know. My fault too. Should not flare up right? I just cannot tolerate someone keep on scolding me especially he is younger than me. He is very authoritive.

Sometimes, if feel that i am very useless. Sometimes, very hopeless. Oh well, that is me sometimes. I long for love from a girl too. I am a guy you know. I feel ashamed of myself and that is why i want to keep fit so as to make myself better looking. I want to be a healthy person too.

Some ask why am i so lame. I just like it this way. If you know me well enough, you will know the reason. There are a lot of things i keep to myself. Hence, it is not easy to know me.

Soon have to exercise again. Ate steamboat for dinner, ate quite a lot so it is time to burn.

If anyone or anything is free, just drop me a call. I always have things to share. But i will be sleeping around 11 Pm. So better to call before that.

I may be a bit rude at times. Please forgive me for my rudeness. Sometimes, i just express my views too directly offending some people. Hope your understand. No offence.

Lastly, i need to believe in myself too. I need to lose weight and i can do it right? Yeah. I can do it. Should anyone or anything be free can also ask me out. Thanks.

Yours Sincerely,
Doraemon